Tuesday, May 18, 2010 |

THIS BLOG IS NO LONGER BEING USED! PLEASE GO TO http://medic-next-door.blogspot.com FOR MY NEW AND MORE ACTIVE BLOG! THANKS FOR VISITING! :D

Saving a life at 6:34 AM

Wednesday, April 14, 2010 |

This will be the last post i ever will have in this blog.

Don't ask me why. There's so many reasons that i just can't be bothered to list out here.

sorry guys. No one is gonna weep that i close this blog down. cos NO ONE knows its here or it even exists. I shall stop being a suicide angel. I'm a new man now....

sorry.

Saving a life at 6:57 AM

Saturday, January 30, 2010 |

Listening to this emo song. Its on my blog.

Have you ever felt sad, but don't know why? Its the worst feeling to experience. Because if you don't know what makes you cry, then how do you stop crying? So many things can make you feel freakin depressed.

Sometimes i don't know which part of my life makes me down and out... or is it everything that has happened in my life that forces me down on my knees. Lately, its been alot of small worries linked together to form one whole worry.

Have i been so over passionate that i didn't practise moderation? That now i'm feeling the full effects of being too into something? And even worse, being too into 2 things instead of 1.

Valentines day is just around the corner. whoopee...

For me, its nothing to celebrate. I don't have to tell you what V'day means to me. But just know that it contains one of my memories from last year. A physical one at that too. It was a good day that time, but being reminded of that good day makes me feel god-awful bad.

Trust me. I've let go of these stuff already. What's left is just memories. And every potential chance to see those memories in real life again just disappears just as it seems like it would come true.

This coming 7th febuary, i'll be singing my heart out for Buddhist Fellowship Youth's Friendship day celebration (supposed to be V'day by right...). Hope it gives me some kind of release.

For now, my main interest is in singing. Sometimes i sing out aloud to myself. People say that i sing beautifully. But that's besides the point... sometimes i just feel like singing to someone to just to a small audience who appreciates vocal talent.

Wish i can just come home to some place or someone i can love/care about.

Saving a life at 7:10 AM

Saturday, January 16, 2010 | ONEREPUBLIC LYRICS - Mercy

'Mercy' by One Republic

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
Where did you read my story?
Pulled from the papers
Desperate and hardened
seeking a momentary fix

All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tragedy I fear

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you

Whoa Whoa Whoa
I feel you
Whoa Whoa Whoa

Before just the daylight
Come and I stand by
Waiting to catch the quickest plane
Fly me to nowhere
it's better than somewhere
That's where I've been and nothing's changed

All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tragedy for sure

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you

Whoa
I feel you
Whoa

I'm so lost in you
A tragedy seemed to be over now
A tragedy it seemed to be

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you

whoa
I feel you
Whoa
I feel you
Oh Whoa
I feel you
Oh Oh Oh"

Saving a life at 9:40 AM

Thursday, January 14, 2010 |

Choice of Courses
Exam Sitting(s): 2008
1 - T04 AVIATION MANAGEMENT & SERVICES (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
2 - C52 AEROSPACE SYSTEMS AND MANAGEMENT (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)
3 - S50 INTEGRATED EVENTS & PROJECT MANAGEMENT (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
4 - N40 LEISURE & BUSINESS FACILITIES MANAGEMENT (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
5 - C67 HOSPITALITY & TOURISM MANAGEMENT (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)
6 - C93 MEDIA STUDIES & MANAGEMENT (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)
7 - N87 ADVERTISING & PUBLIC RELATIONS (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
8 - T28 INTEGRATED FACILITY MANAGEMENT (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
9 - S95 HOTEL & LEISURE FACILITIES MANAGEMENT (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)

So these are the choices i applied for a couple of days ago for the JAE 2010. I'm so lucky to still have those 9 points L1R4 man... like my dad said:"You choose the instituition. Not the institution chooses you.

JC has been a mistake. A very long mistake which took a year to rectify. The A level system can go and kiss my ass goodbye! Most probably this choice i'm making will undo everything, make me a new man. :)

Of course i'll be at least 2 years older than everyone else, but what the heck. I'm better off in poly than JC i guess. Hope the girls over there like older, mature guys. xD (joking!)

But anyway, i did this without my parents knowing and probably i'll have to discuss this whole choices thing again before i go amend it. :/

Going for SRDC Task Force 5 meeting now. Gotta go. :)

Saving a life at 2:36 AM