Friday, June 5, 2009 | This life...

Have you ever stopped and wonder?

just stop and think about nothing. just being aware of every little thing around you....

Sometimes i see things.... and i remember.... but i always shove them from my mind's sight.

Why does "stuff happen"? Karma... i guess...

There are times when life just seems dull and black...

I watch shows.... different kinds of shows... haha.... funny how we humans can create things which opens up the deepest secrets and desires of every person.

.......things which are near impossible to happen...

Damn how these things just make me wish i was those people... but life's like that isn't it?

To be frank... all i want is one....single...thing....in my life....

One thing.....that can give me inspiration for the rest of my soul.....

I know i shouldn't be talking about this... people say it only makes you feel down...

but its good to release these emotions once in a while.... its like slowly opening up a shaken coke bottle... letting the gases out before you drink it...




Tonight.... just let me.... just once.......



"Tonight i wanna cry..." by Keith Urban

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with this pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry........

Saving a life at 12:27 PM