Thursday, October 29, 2009 | The inconvenient truth...

Today my parents came to school and talked to my Form teacher, co-form teacher and school counsellor. Talk about 6 party talks... :/

We finally reached a conclusion and a deal: I retain and take J1 for the next few months next year. See how my perfromance goes, and after my poly application has been confirmed, then think about it one last time before dropping out.

This way, i have more time to think over things and see if there's any inkling of hope that i'll stay in SRJC rather than leave the place.

I fought hard for myself so i can go to poly. In the end, this is the farthest i can reach. Its only a matter of time before i make my final decision...

Damn.... its really not easy to be me...

"Superman" - By Five for Fighting

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird…
I’m more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me.

I wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd…
but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed

I may be disturbed…
but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And it’s not easy to be me.

Up, up and away…
away from me
Well it’s all right…
You can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy…or anything…

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
inside of me ......
inside of me ...
yeah inside of me...
inside of me

I’m only a man in a funny red sheet
I’m only a man looking for a dream
I’m only a man in a funny red sheet
It’s not easy...
It’s not easy to be... me...

Saving a life at 8:08 AM